Haven't even loaded the main LJ page in a while. Things are busy. I've been on leave and getting ready to go on deployment the second week of September. Not really ready for it. Things were so hectic and I feel like I have to do everything RIGHT NOW. Sad. I haven't really talked to a lot of my friends in so long. I miss them. I feel like I' ( Read more... )

Of my vacation, anyway. It's been a nice 30 days off, let me tell you. Tomorrow I report to the ship. Whoopee.

I still haven't finished unpacking. I'm not sure I'm ever going to get done.

I did make something today:


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It's a quarter to two in the morning. I've been awake since 11 and I can't go back to sleep. I have to work in the morning. This sucks ( Read more... )

I was thinking about what I would post today and my thoughts ran from starting Season 2 of Lost on DVD, to Season 1 of Medium (which I finished Tuesday night) to my current lack of sex life to relationships to current music I'm enjoying, then I realized the post was going to either be one huge rambling session or one huge run-on sentence.

My head

Because that would take all the romance out of it ( Read more... )

Why do they never mention blow jobs in romance novels? They'll infer a bit to a man going down on a woman, but never the other way around. Unless it's slash, then they'll do just about anything.

It's sad when I wake up with thoughts like this.

You know how they say you only dream right before you wake up? If that's true, why is it that you can't always remember your dreams? Anyway, I digress. I dreamed that I was out shopping with an ex-boyfriend from a long time ago. But it wasn't the fact that the guy that ripped my heart out of my chest and stomped on it after talking about ( Read more... )

In my "excitement" about my upcoming "vacation" I didn't realize that I'll be going on leave the week after next ( Read more... )

I am so tired. And I don't think it's just the hormones. My patience has run thin with so many things. I've been playing WoW just to keep my mind busy. If I didn't have the game and my crafts, I think I'd probably kill myself. Okay, it's not that serious, but you know what I mean. I'm still trying to get over things. Some days are good, and ( Read more... )

Other than look at fabric, I didn't do anything I set out to do this weekend. I fucking hate this feeling of helplessness and inadequacy. I realized that's how I truly feel - inadequate. Which is stupid, I know. You would say the same if I told you the whole situation. I know that one of these days I'm going to have to just let go. Short of ( Read more... )